I feel you are grateful now and then, never have a mind to break the bridge when came over the river of problem.

Any way, you have the right and freedom; none is able to force you.

Mom, I felt sad, not because I did something wrong, but because I came to realize that my dear mom dislikes me

I feel sad, because I came to know that you are deciding everything according to the suggestions, predictions and even the imaginations of others.

I feel sad, because you feel so, I feel crying when you are crying; i feel the tears feel sour in the deep heart and I know I lost something in my soul.

I am living in the darkness, feel lonely, feeling I am apart from the happiness; the joy and the hope are obscured.

I know you care me, but I really failed to know that you dislike me.

Time is flying and I wonder why I am still here in a land with no reason to be, even a second more!

 But the hope you gave me holds me here, sure, I am happy for that as I know I am waiting for something that is coming

Rather than something that never comes, I accept the fate, but I am not neither controlled nor created by it, I am its master never the slave on its behest.

I respect you by regarding you as my mom,i miss your presence here sometimes ,even though it was short ,but it gives me a long comfort .I miss my home land and my parents dearly but now ,I feel you are more important than that and therefore doing the best to let you feel accordingly .

Mom, try to have a clear mind and please feel me as your son rather than a burden, feel me as a part of you never a faraway stranger .you are experienced, but still have a greenish mind that is similar to the cloud in the sky, ready to change the color and direction as well.

I am not good and far from being perfect, but I am sincere to you and to everything that I promised to focus.

I wish you are fine; I can lose all I have for that, including you!